I'm on day 2 of my physical sickness. During the past 2 days, through the physical sickness, I've been reminded of how weak I am. I'm weak physically, spiritually, mentally, in every way. It has been a good reminder for me to not lean on myself but on God.
"That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in my weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I'm weak, then I am strong." - 2nd Corinthians 12:10
The thing is though, I haven't been sick just for 2 days. I've been sick my whole life. I carry pride like a disease, I fall down because I have no strength, I'm blind, I'm deaf, and my heart is not in the right place.
More than any medicine, vitamins, sleep, or even water, God is my healer. Not only from my physical sickness right now, but in everything. I've been listening to the song "Healer" by Michael Guglielmucci of Hillsongs. It goes like this.
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through the fire
and heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You're my healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
I want to be cleansed. I want to be clean. I dont want to carry this disease any longer. More than my physical weakness, I want to be healed from my spiritual sickness.
but it'd be great if I can get over this physical sickness too. Especially before Leader Peter's wedding :) hahaha. So it'd be awesomee if you guys can pray for mee!
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